Whats quite annoying is that I have been really happy/up/chilled for the last while. And now I am quite down. And I don't know why. I don't know why I was strangely happy and I don't know why I am strangely not any more. It would bother me less if there was a solid reason for being either happy, or not happy. An early night would do me good. I also thinking all my coding (on my site) recently is related. I think there often is a obsessive coding flurry prior to a down. But thats just conjecture. It's hard to put a finger on that.

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04 Mar, '03 11:01 AM

1. Suzy

Maybe it doesn’t really matter why? Just go with how you feel, knowing that you will be happy again. If you need to know why, maybe re-read your blog or journal to see if you can identify patterns and then you can figure out the root cause.

04 Mar, '03 11:03 AM

2. Adrian

Thanks. I don;t know why I need to know why. I guess I treat everything like code with a solution to the ‘bug’ if I can identify the problem. I think it’s a bloke way of looking at things.

04 Mar, '03 2:01 PM

3. Simon

Don’t worry - I’ll be back again soon, we can get bevvied and all will be well for a while ;-)

04 Mar, '03 2:13 PM

4. Pete

Life isn’t like a piece of code. It isn’t necessary to fix every single bug. You just have to fix as many as you can, and treat the rest as… features. If you spend too much time trying to make it work perfectly, then you don’t end up having a chance to actually use it.

05 Mar, '03 6:23 AM

5. Destructor

Life’s supposed to Ebb and Flow.

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07 Mar, '03 5:46 AM

6. Wade

Life is not a plateau.

You will feel good for no reason, you will feel down for no reason. The understanding that these moments ARE is far more important than the WHY.

Just accept and deal with it at the time, give yourself space to be manically happy and manically down.

Cheers

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